I am becoming too lazy to write again. All I wanna do is watch and play Mobile Legends, and as I write tonight I realized, the reason why I’m beginning to be lazy is because my responsibilities would be much higher.
I’m feeling scared, nervous, and having second thoughts about accepting my fate. I’m not really close with the people from my work. I don’t follow their orders. My previous boss perhaps thought that I was threatening him when I mentioned the law after he asked me to give him time to sign the coaching logs during my day-offs. And I am overthinking right now that if I won’t be able to fulfill my duties as someone who has now leveled up, they could throw me to a different workplace. Like, they’re trying to do the necessary things to remove me from the account.
I know that I am overthinking things too much. But I can’t help it, and I’ve been thinking about doing this modernized diary but I was only able to do this now when I found a way to password-protect the folder.
Anyway, I am feeling much better now that I was able to self-reflect on what and why this is how I feel right now. But I still want to watch a movie to make myself even more better.
I am wishing and hoping that this letter of mine will reach Jesus Christ.
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